The headline sounds like this could be a poem, but it’s the story of how I walked into a wall. I found it in my old notes and thought I’d share it. So, sometime during the summer of 2015:
Category Archives: life
All Good Things Are Wild and Free
I stayed behind yesterday. We went downtown to have a photoshoot and I stayed when my friends went back. I walked around in that detached-from-reality kind of way and looked at how the city I stay in looks like a postcard. Clear skies and shiny metal buildings and palms and palms and palms, sun that makes your face melt off.


Then I sat down on the rocks and was happy.
And this might sound sad, but I loved going to a sea that wasn’t full of memories. In Sweden it’s tiny towns and cozy houses and driftwood, people with wrinkles too deep, an ocean that slowly breaks everything. Here everything just is. No childhood memories. Just sturdy rocks and people dancing.

The bridge before I ran over it.

The bridge after I ran over it, resting on a bench in the shade. My face was so red people gave me worried glances when they saw me.

My postcard wish is that you don’t send me home.
(Also, backstage from the photoshoot..:

wow)
Beach Day

Befriend artists, they’ll spend half an hour creating Instagram aesthetics with you


And then you’ll dance together on the beach


I could get used to this kind of January.
What is a DTS? (So Far)
A DTS – Discipleship Training School – with the organisation YWAM (Youth With A Mission) is 6 months that you set apart for God. 3 months of lectures and then almost 3 months of outreach, a missionary trip. I left Sweden a week ago and it feels like I’ve spent a lifetime here. My particular DTS in Florida has about 30 students and is also focused on the arts, so you can choose an art track to focus on during lecture phase. And it’s already my home. These people are my people. We prayed for the nations this morning, prayed for each other this afternoon. Ride our bikes through the city under Florida sun and rain and moonlight. They’ve got nothing left now either, we all left to come here and this is where we are, we are the ones who need to be each others’ home. What God does is good. I never want to leave.
So I’m Moving to the US..
Or maybe not moving, but I’m going away for almost 6 months! On this DTS, Discipleship Training School with YWAM (This thing: http://mission-live.com/mota/ http://www.ywamsarasota.com ) and the first 3 months I’m going to be in Florida. The next 3 months I don’t know.
Also, I’m leaving in a week.
Sweden ATM
New Years Resolution
Create fearlessly.
Wake up and write or paint and don’t stop. Integrate it like breathing.
Quality comes from quantity.
And the more I do it, the less scared I become.
Desk
The colours of my autumn
I don’t know if I’ve told you but..
I’m going to Zambia!! In a week actually, and now I’m feeling slightly stressed out because I have a ton of things to do. Also I feel like I have to take some time just longing for it since I love longing for stuff and that’s not something I can do later. Three weeks I’m gonna be away for and probably without any internet connection at all, so radio silence will probably occur for most of September. On the other hand I think I’ll have some pretty nice pictures and stories to share when I come back :))) (Wow, I think I’ve never used smileys on this blog before, is this the start of a new era??.) (No.)

Some images of my attempt at packing and the sky and stuff.

























